I may explode if I have to live through one more minute of this engagement. At the same time.. I can NOT believe we are sixteen days away from our wedding. I also hate being engaged.. yet it is the best thing that has ever happened to me. Hmm I think I'm all twisted up! Well I just can't wait until we are finally married and fly off to the beach of our little private island!
Today the cutest little thing happened. Me and Alexander decided to make a delicious dinner of fried chicken. So naturally, we also had corn on the cob to go with it. Well, growing up, we were always sent outside to be messy kids where we were forced to husk the corn and pull off all the furries. I secretly always loved it when my parents made me do this.. it was fun! Sitting on the back patio.. summer sun.. sprinklers and golf cart sounds in the background.. It was just good times. Well tonight when we got back to the house, I did a few things before mindlessly grabbing the corn and taking it to the back porch to get ready for cooking. As I was sitting there, watching my very cute fiance through the sliding glass door, I heard kids playing, my own sprinklers were going, and the feeling of summer finally hit. BUT what was even better than that, was the feeling of my own new life was HAPPENING. It was the first of many times that I will take the corn out to the back porch as a married woman. And in ten years.. I'll make the kids do it. Is this a dumb thing to be excited about? Well probably. But I am. I cannot wait to have my own barbecues.. at my own house! We also hung some things on the walls today.. and now I have my own walls with my own pictures just where i want them. Yep this is crazy.
I'm pretty sure I have nothing on my mind but wedding. I wish it wasn't that way, and I can't WAIT until it's over. Other things really are happening in my life! I have 2 babies on the way to my family and I can't wait! I also have been SEARCHING and searching for a job.. with no success thus far. It's hard when you have to take a week off right after you get hired! School is on my mind a lot too.. I DON'T HAVE A MAJOR ANYMORE. I never thought I would be one of these undecideds! I knew for so long what I wanted to do, and now that I'm ready to start a program.. I can't pick one. Hm. Well please do your share in reminding me that taking a semester off is a terrible idea! Thank you!
Well I had no point to get to in this blog.. I just hadn't done it in a while and it felt needed. Now that I've stayed up late again I'm hungry.. which mean I'll probably end up eating and not getting skinny. oh well.
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