So very recently, I decided that I'd become a better blogger. Well it hasn't kicked in yet. I think just about all the motivation I've ever had is somewhere inside of me... but unwilling to come out. All I can think about is that I'm moving home in 15 days! Woo hoo! All added together, I have about 23 pages worth of papers to write in the next two weeks. Plus plenty of other tests to study for and projects to finish. Not to mention moving all my junk from Logan to home. I'm not even complaining, I don't really mind. The problem is, the reason I don't care is because none of it is due yet .. which means I haven't done a thing. Well I think I'm going to have a bunch of lazy nights and a few frantic ones for the next few weeks. But I'm happy with that. All my focus is on other things! And most of them don't even have to do with the wedding. I'm just kind of.. restless! Waiting for my Logan life to end I guess. While I've been waiting.. I've decided a lot of things.
First off, I decided that when I get home I'm going to plant a garden. Like a vegetable garden! And I'm truly VERY excited. It will just be great to see something come from my efforts besides a stupid pointless (nearly) transcript. It's going to have CORN, for SURE, because that's still my favorite thing in the summer.. pumpkins, big and little! Tomatoes, and a few other things that I'm not so sure on yet. Of course, I'll be needing help. Luckily my dad is happy that I'm excited to do something that's "actually worthwhile."
Alright so this is kind of a big deal.. yeah it's a big deal. You ready? MMK. So I'm about to get my Associate's Degree (that's not the big deal) when I realized... I HATE FCHD, and I REALLY hate Social Work. Yeah okay so WHAT again am I supposed to do with my life? Yeah I don't know EITHER! All the things I want to do.. for some reason I just feel like I can't! Lately I really want to major in Business.. I just keep wanting to start a business of some sort but of course I have nothing of interest to the rest of the world. Oh and I really want to have a bed & breakfast! That'd be SWEET. I also want to be a Landscape Architect.. which, in case you don't know, doesn't mean I'd be planting trees and grass and telling people where to make little hills and waterfalls. Its more about space.. but I won't go into all that. OR I'd love to be a photographer. That requires skill though :) Well anyway, I need a major and I'm getting the feeling that it's going to be something completely different that Gerontology... but I still love old people. and i always always always will.
So a few days ago I realized that I am going to create the most amazing homemade ice cream recipe known to man. And after I do this, everyone is going to LOVE it. Of course, they'll tell all their friends and family about it, and I'll have no choice but to get rich selling homemade ice cream. That's possible, right? Okay maybe we should register for an ice cream maker. That'd be a good start.
I am even excited to start working again! Of course, I don't have a job yet, or even too many ideas of where to apply. I also know that I'm going to get real busy.. with wedding plans and moving twice and a job and a husband and MORE SCHOOL!? Oh and fun stuff too! Like camping and maybe Disneyland?! BUT.. I'm really excited to get BUSY again. Truly busy. It keeps me from getting lazy. I think I need a hobby. Well, I know I need a hobby. Alex has a MILLION... I don't want mine to be homework and cleaning.. I should probably find one. Preferably one that has the potential to make me a little cash.
So I'm getting married to ALEXANDER in 12 weeks plus 1 day. Wow THAT is crazy. Weeks seem to go by in seconds these days.. and I know it will be even faster when I move home! Yeah I have a lot to do.. and I need to appreciate these days more! Not just being engaged, but being unmarried, living with Chandler.. not having any major financial obligations.. all that stuff! It's all ending in 85 days! Luckily Alex is a very hard worker and Chan will still be my friend :)
Well I realize this is a very random post.. but I needed something to do besides homework because, of course, I just can't do homework until hours before the due date.