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.secret.time.

I absolutely love my husband. Just the thought of him gets to me. But I have to admit something. After Alex, I love two other boys.

First other love:

chumlee. do you know who he is? probably not.

Meet Chumlee.

Dimebag Darrell t-shirt and all.

He is so freaking cute I can't even stand it.
Chumlee is the best part about the show Pawn Stars.
Alex loves him too. If I'm at work and Alex is watching Pawn Stars,
He'll text me what Chumlee is up to that time.
He's the cutest stupid boy i've ever seen.
and even though i am sure he's experienced in life...
he just a child. very innocent.
love it.
Next time I'm even near Vegas, I'm not leaving till I see Chumlee.
Alex even says I can kiss him on the cheek.

.CAN'T WAIT.



Second Other Love:

Benjamin Gibbard.

My goodness his voice melts my heart.
I feel like a little girl again.
Once, I truly thought I loved all five of the backstreet boys.
Well except A.J. of course, he was weird. Anyways...
I feel feelings i probably shouldn't feel when i listen to him sing.
Ben Gibbard is my inspiration. I could (and often do) listen to him all day long.
He has been a part of more bands and collaborated
with more amazing artists than...
pretty much anyone.
i can only describe him as too good to be true.
except,
he's true.
ahh. amazing.
he writes real music. with real meaning and real thought and real intent.
none a this nasty shiz that is creeping into the minds of poor poor children...
oh dear.
I've suddenly realized I haven't been working hard enough at hearing him live.
It's my next major goal.
.CAN'T WAIT.


Just don't forget. Alexander is my #1.

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